It could be true?

It could be true
It could be true
It could be truuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuueeeeeeeee

But it's not.

Why? When all my heart was breaking down
and I can't speak
Because my eyes are just a frown
And in my head
The whole world spins round and round
And it's a lie
It's a lie
It's a lie a lie a lie

I don't understand why it never happens
Why my heart must always feel and be alone
And I can't fight this feeling that I will never love
Except for I invent inside my head.

And why can't I cry all this blankness is inside
I'm like a bird without a song
I've been waiting for too long
And I can't hide from anything that it's forcing me into

All I ever write is crappy songs and crappy words so how come I am still here that's just obvious my head is falling in inside itself and I can't even think or remember why I'm still trying at all it's not worth it all.