Exit Life Through Window

Agh. I honestly can't deal with life right now. Too much to do and too much to feel, I guess. I need to work out what I want to DO with myself... but do I do the sensible thing, or do I assume that I've only got max 100 years on this earth, if that, and do whatever the hell I want to do? Do I go for happiness (hopefully) in the long run, or happiness right here, right now? I have no idea.

(if only I was actually capable of writing this post in Berlinerisch... that would be amusing)

Actually, I wanted to make a list of things that I would love to do in Berlin this summer. Because lists are great.

- go sailing on the Wannsee
- get a gig (and soon!)
- go to the Tropical Island (http://www.tropical-islands.de/) or one of the thermal spas in Brandenburg as soon as my car is in Berlin (in a week, woo!)
- find some new bars... there's only so often I can use the excuse of 'but it's just over the road!' for going to Kaffee Burger because I can't be bothered to think of anywhere else to go. Not that I don't like Kaffee Burger... the Russian Disco is especially cool (and I discovered they have an LJ!)
- finish learning the tour and start my tour guiding job (and this doesn't feel like a tour.. well, the starting the job part anyway. I just have to somehow learn to be witty in the next week, is the only problem!)
- go sunbathe on the beach in Potsdam
- go to the swimming pool in the Spree (the Badeschiff! http://www.kulturarena-berlin.de/CmsImage.aspx?srcId=613)

I think that's enough to be getting on with. Oh, and write a few songs, but that's kind of always in there somewhere...