Days of Business

I have a lot to do today. Homework, the fun! And other things. And then may watch some french videos. The thing that is annoying me the most is the pre-warrant stuff I have to do for guides. I'm sposed to invite my mentor to a meeting, but the trouble is, I don't really DO anything at the meetings. I would be a useless guider. I don't really like the guides, for one thing! So I'm really quite nervous about inviting her because she'll just be like, yeah, but all you did was stand there and look silly, really, didn't you? Because that is all I do. I'm even crap at telling them off.... oh well. We shall see what happens.

Hmm, am crafting a new song at the moment. I've decided that my lyrics have a tendancy to be good for the first verse and crap for the second, so I'm taking more time in getting them right this time. Which may or may not be a good thing. I have yet to come up with a middle 8.... perhaps I should write a bassline for it as practice for music, when I've actually written it? Hmmm....

Um.... fear....

I may have just done something incredibly stupid. On the other hand, it may well turn out to be the best thing I could possibly have done. But I think not.

Things it has proved so far:
1. Lisb was right. My hinting skills are CRAP.
2. Never talk on MSN whilst tired.
3. Never take advice off of other people.
4. Never press enter if you are uncertain.

Not too great a list so far, eh? Oh God. Oh. Oh. I am either a fool or stupidly brave.

We shall see *quivers*

But currently I am scared and sad and shaking.... bloody hell. I am a fool. Meh.