Hmm... this week has been surprisingly good. Firstly, I have finished my french coursework! (Yay!) Secondly, said french coursework was actually good (double yay!). Plus, it's now the Easter holidays and I am going to Berlin next week. Then there's the fact that I went out last night with music people and it was really good fun (apart from picking up a vodka saturated sister later that night), and for once I just enjoyed myself and worried about NOTHING the whole night, which was totally refreshing. Heh.
All issues in my last post have been resolved now - I don't think he saw my desperate message, so I'm kind of relieved. Although I wish I could get things out in the open without having to resort to something like that. The trouble is, there is so rarely a time when we can get together that it just makes things difficult. I really hope I can get some things clear in my brain if we go to a concert or something though, and then I can sort out my feelings.
I'm really excited about Berlin, on the other hand. I can't wait to get there and go to all the places I was too asleep to really appreciate last time. And go shopping! And generally have fun! It should be good, and hopefully we won't get mugged or robbed or anything equally horrible. That would rather put a downer on things... Anyways, life is generally good. And it really must be so, because I am mildly pissed now and everything still looks rosy. That's always a good sign!
Ciao!
xxx :)
All issues in my last post have been resolved now - I don't think he saw my desperate message, so I'm kind of relieved. Although I wish I could get things out in the open without having to resort to something like that. The trouble is, there is so rarely a time when we can get together that it just makes things difficult. I really hope I can get some things clear in my brain if we go to a concert or something though, and then I can sort out my feelings.
I'm really excited about Berlin, on the other hand. I can't wait to get there and go to all the places I was too asleep to really appreciate last time. And go shopping! And generally have fun! It should be good, and hopefully we won't get mugged or robbed or anything equally horrible. That would rather put a downer on things... Anyways, life is generally good. And it really must be so, because I am mildly pissed now and everything still looks rosy. That's always a good sign!
Ciao!
xxx :)