Missing People

[mk_tortie]

I really, really hate this. You'd think, after almost two years, I would have got used to going to a different college from my best friend. OK, so when we were at school we had this unspoken agreement that we would never actually call each other 'best friends', but still, to all intents and purposes Rosemary is my best friend. Or was. She kinda has Cat now... I don't really know how much I mean to her anymore. Which is stupid of me, I know, but we barely get a chance to talk anymore because one of us is always busy. And I just really miss being able to tell her things, because she's the only person I've ever felt truly comfortable talking to.

Oh, this is silly. I just read an email she sent me after yr 11, which is what set all this off. And she said something about not losing touch, and to be honest I kind of feel like we are, because it's just so hard to pick up again where you left off. So I am a bit of a mess right now.

I suppose it's a good thing. Having a good cry is kind of cathartic.

Plus it's given me a chance to use the word cathartic in a sentence.

But oh, I really wish she had come to the same college as me. Really. Because I really miss having her around. :'( Really.

Comments

[guitar-lord.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Don't worry. You're not the only one. I lost all my friends when i moved about 8/9 years ago. It was quite upsetting for me too. Don't worry, you'll bounce back at Uni, with new friends.

I often miss my best friend, but a while ago i realised that everything happened for a reason. If i hadn't moved back then, i'd have never gotten involved in Music, something i now can't picture life without; nor would i have met great people like yourself.

Instead i would have gone to a grammer school, studied sciences and Maths and probably gone to Cambridge! Rather than be a poor musician with no plans for the foreseeable future of University.

i know its easy to get maudlin over events such as these, but like i said, everything happens for a reason sometimes you just need to look hard for the reason.....

TTFN

Gulliver</marquee p.s. good use of the word cathartic....

[mk-tortie.livejournal.com]

Thanks... I'm kinda feeling better about stuff now, but I have learnt one thing from all this: never read old emails whilst tired. Heh.