A Bit Pissed Off, Really

Yes. I think today has been a bit... weird, really. Spanish exam this morning was fine, though I have learnt from bad experience not to be too hopeful about these things, but anyway... I'm fed up with deception. I'm fed up with things of little importance taking over. I'm fed up with being made to be excited about things which never come to fruition. I'm fed up with being lied to and about. I'm fed up with the tension hanging heavy in my house like a dark foreboding cloud. I'm fed up with never quite feeling at home, anywhere. I'm fed up with being the person I am; that I can never quite relax around other people. I'm fed up with being unable to quite achieve what I want. I'm fed up with being so bloody lazy and unmotivated.

I'm feeling very fed up. And everything is NOT helping.

Grr.