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I was a bit upset yesterday, hence the weird entries here... I guess what I really feel is that, after Chris's innocent little question (because either he wants nothing to do with me in that way or he thinks I've got over liking him) that I have no chance of ever getting anyone to love me, and that scares me and saddens me and makes me just want to be held by someone who loves me but I don't know WHO that person might be now and I really wish I did. And with the exam results.... meh, Edexcel deserve to be hung drawn and quartered but I reckon I can get onto the course I actually want by second year at least, which is a positive thing. So yeah. Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. I don't have that much I can complain about really, since I think I am probably pretty lucky, all things considered.

A letter

Aug. 7th, 2005 07:44 pm
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Smile
Tell me to smile
Hold me and tell me it will be alright
I don't need much
But sometimes
I just want to fall into your embrace
Stay there for a while
And pretend that you love me

I don't mind that you don't want me
Or at least, not like that
But I wish
Once in a while
You would let me believe
Just a few moments
Is that too much to ask?

I've written songs for you
Spilled my heart to you
Asked your advice
And not once have you complained
And not once have you told me you felt anything for me
So it's a no, then
OK
I'll back off

But just once more
Just as a friend
Won't you please hold me?

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