Slightly more realistic emotions
Aug. 26th, 2005 02:48 pmI was a bit upset yesterday, hence the weird entries here... I guess what I really feel is that, after Chris's innocent little question (because either he wants nothing to do with me in that way or he thinks I've got over liking him) that I have no chance of ever getting anyone to love me, and that scares me and saddens me and makes me just want to be held by someone who loves me but I don't know WHO that person might be now and I really wish I did. And with the exam results.... meh, Edexcel deserve to be hung drawn and quartered but I reckon I can get onto the course I actually want by second year at least, which is a positive thing. So yeah. Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. I don't have that much I can complain about really, since I think I am probably pretty lucky, all things considered.